I’m the party girl, the smarty girl, that arty girl
That rock and roll child, toured with Nirvana
Born to be wild, dressed up in style
Party with rock stars, cool kids, out laws, in the raw
I’m the cool girl, the hot girl, the “it” girl, human tilt-a-whirl
The popular girl, wild child, live on the edge, crouched on a ledge
The sexy girl, men want to screw
Super talented chick, don’t you wish it were you?
♫ One two three drink
one two three drink
one two three drink
throw ‘em back till I lose count ♫
Envy me, copy me, fall for me; worship me
Beg for me, plead for me
If they want me they bleed for me
I’m the girl who takes all the chances, who dies everyday,
is reborn every moment, I’ll lead you astray
Pour me a drink and I’ll tell you my life
your envy so thick it could cut with a knife
White hot
Independent
Drinks are for free.
My options got options, don’t you wish you were me?
Dressed to wicked perfection in Jimmy Choo boots
Black leather and buckles in three different heights
Bold and
brassy
Inappropriate
Carefree
Druggy misadventures with Beasties and Flea
The Limelight
The Tunnel
The Mercer Hotel,
Partied in Vegas
New Orleans
Nashville was hell
♫ I’m gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I’m gonna live like tomorrow doesn’t exist, like it doesn’t exist ♫
I’m the girl who’s shaking now, what have I done, what have I done?
I’m the girl who’s sobbing now, gotta unplug,
Hair matted down on one side
“just get home” on repeat
All those friends were not real they were props on my stage,
painted in the shattered strobe light now they all fade
Stop judging me, hating me, coveting my life
The years slipped through my fingers, a fool’s paradise
She’s the makeup smeared girl in a bathroom stall
vomiting out daddy issues against the back wall
Cutting white lines on the closed toilet seat
without smack in her veins she feels incomplete
Dance with me, sing with me, you’ll present like a king with me,
steal with me, deal with me; you won’t ever heal with me
The party girl’s wrapped in layers of numb
anesthetized to the hilt with cocaine and rum
Escaping at dawn from a loft I don’t know
How did I end up downtown? Did all of us go?
Remember that time she was sectioned in Queens?
She thought it was Manhattan or some kind of dream
A cop picked up her up for not knowing her way,
or where she was, who she was, or even what day.
Commited for 3 days for being insane –
a half ounce of coke does that to a brain
The hot MILF, the cool mom,
loses custody of her kid.
So cop a little more scag,
drop off the grid
Hot-bodied flame-haired
girl from the hood
She’s homeless in 6 months
But damn she looks good
♫ But I’m holding on for dear life, won’t look down won’t open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, ‘cos I’m just holding on for tonight ♫
Ready to fuck like a porn star, wanna have a good time?
send me your email I’ll fuck you online
Check your respect at the door cause you’re here to screw
and fuck my best friend, don’t mind if you do
Play with me, stray with me, put yourself on display with me
Stay with me, stay with me, I can’t bear another day of me
Play with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Please
I can’t be alone I can’t seem to breathe
Post- party heart- crushing comedown at dawn
when the drugs are used up everybody is gone
Play with me
pray for me
Play with me
pray for me
The life of the party, she quietly seeks death
You’ve helped her this far – why not steal her last breath?
Play with me
Pray for me
Play with me
Pray for me
pray for me
pray for me
pray for me
pray for me

Samara is the no-holds-barred, five times Freshly Pressed blogger at A Buick in the Land of Lexus. She mixes honesty with humor in high definition, first-person story telling. Samara is also a founding member of The Sister Wives blog. She lives in New Jersey with her son Little Dude, the coolest 11-year-old kid on the planet.
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